Pages From My Diary

DATED:13 AUGUST 2008

Today it was the horrible day,my 9 month old daughter fell down from the bed,when I was rushing to the kitchen to get some milk for her.She hit the floor so hard that after sometime she vomit the whole milk.At that time I realized that something wrong has happened and I called my father as they are doctor too to check my daughter and help me.My father came and checked.Clinically she was normal and stable but my concerned was that swelling in the headand I wanted to it to Paedatrician.In the evening,we showed her to the Paediatrician who confirmed fracture of parietal [skull] bone and it was a case of head injury .Then he adviced MRI,CT SCAN for head.At that particular time when I heard it my heart sank for few minutes.Ilove my kids beyound any limit.Their is no pain bigger that this pain.Physical pain does not hurt that much.I found difficulty in breathe,I felt suffocated with fear and pain.I just wanted to give every bit of happiness to my kids.Then we rushed to the diagnostic centre.They gave sedative and after about an hour , she got into deep sleep,It is so difficult to see and bear your own kid sufferings.She was lying on table for MRI and when she was going inside that noisy MRI my pain and fear increased .I can still feel that pain when I am typing pages from my diary and taking deep breathe as stresses are so much...........

Coming back to that page ,those sounds were horrible and induced more fear in me.THANK GOD my daughter is not listening to those sound as she is under the effect of sedative.

Fracture was confirmed but thank god brain is normal and its not affected.Again for my satisfaction I asked them to get her CT SCAN done to know about the type of fracture so that I can take precautions.I got surprised when I came to know that two bones are fractured.Quite big it was....that fracture line...really scary.Still positive thing is brain is normal and in kids bone are cartilagineous and heal really fast.God is really great if you prey from heart ,he really listen.

Sometime people neglect when kids are asymptomatic and they ignore little things.But these little thing can ruin life later on.Don't do that to kids,they are tender then flower and very fragile .......all they need is TLC[Tender,Love and Care].