Roller Coaster Ride Of Emotions

Roller coaster ride of emotions,

running by my side.

Played by emotions all the time,

not a moment of mine.

Tired of giving attention to other.

why its me always to bother?

Giving explanations for things,

feels like a scorpion sting.

Things running out of my hand,

its my time to take a stand.

Why its me always crying?

My thoughts keep on prying.

Want to fly like a bird,

Swim like a fish,

play like a child.

Want to feel that buoyant force;

that will become my inspiration source.

Now want to live some more,

with a hope in my core.

But let me pour,

that emotions in my soul.

But this time I will decide,

not my emotions.

After all I am the master of my own;

not my emotions.

I will control them and

don't let them flow unreasonably.

Sow them,

nourish them,

reap them again.

Life is not bargain.

Nothing comes for free,

neither I am a beggar .

I make my own choices,
finding a reason to rejoice.