Love..may be I will find you

Love is not what it meant to be
do I know what is it
I may claim to be
but who knows what is it
If someone knows
do let me know
I did tried to find it
searched for it
found it
but it does not seems be real sometimes
hope it would be
or it could show me the face of it
I am still wondering
If I know you
or I am just trying to figure out
May be one day I will find you
or may be I will understand you
if you exist
Can't sure enough
though I claim to know you
no matter how it is
How it would be
I don't care if I don't get
may be I will find myself
while searching for you
may be I will start loving myself
whom I lost will find again.

Journey of Love

Love is......
when you miss him
in his absence
which makes you restless
which disturbs your peace of mind
when he is not around
Sometimes, you feel insecure
You have no reason
you look lost
you start liking waiting
but when it approaches
you lose calm
You can not wait anymore
It is weird
makes no sense at times
its hard to understand
you wait for person,
spent whole day thinking about him
but when you face him
you have no words
he gets angry..you get angry
He is craving for the words...

but you have no words
wonder why he does not understand silence
if understands

then he pretends he does not
eyes listens to the heart and tears find their ways
It is not easy as it seems
Its way too difficult to express
it makes you irritated
It shortens your temper
you were never like this before
you have changed
but you have no idea
why you changed
though you never wanted to
you miss yourself
the way were before
the freedom you had
now you have not
now you are responsible
responsibilities took your freedom
you were free bird before
but you start liking your nest
it is not you can not fly
it just you are not you but you are we
your world has changed
you have grown up
accepting your roles
you are still you but a mature you
You are the one whom people can rely
you are one who has all answer
though you may not have
but you have too

Love is beyond words
It is beyond horizon
it is an eye opener
you have better perceptions
you are better human being...

photo credit for all pics goes to google images

Protect Your Child From Overprotectiveness

'' For overprotective parent''

Your child might feel like this:

my fate

my destiny

my dreams

my future

are not decided by me

if i am on earth

it is because of you

than does it mean

that i can not think

about myself

does it mean i have no right

to think what i really want to be

i know

what i am

because of you

but have you ever thought

what i want to be

i know i am blessed

and i am proud of you

but have you ever realized

that i want to make you proud

to be the way i am

i was, i am a child

who consistently got the support

but do you think

i am happy this way

i have feet to stand

i don't need sticks to stand

if you want to see me stand

independently

then take away those stick with a jerk

so that i will realize

i need to help myself

I am sharing what 'I Saw and I Learnt' at BlogAdda.com in association with DoRight.in.

Yes..... Falling In Love Is Once-A-Lifetime Thing

                                                             image courtesy-Google

"Love is when you look into someones eyes and go all the way inside, to their soul and you both know... instantly."
- Angela Chase on My So Called Life 


Though love sounds dreamy to me and I do think that love is one time thing in life.What if I never fell in love before marriage.Love without commitment is like tree without its root.I have seen people falling in love with amnesic mind and once they get engaged they dump their ex lovers.People often confuse love with lust and remain confused  through out their lives and confuse others too.I need a poetic break to explain it further:

Love, a river of emotions
flowing and crossing the obstacles
carry everything
overriding emotions
dreamy condition
love needs care and respect
trust as the strong foundation

As I said love without commitment is like tree without roots and fish without water BUT commitment without love is worst than that.

"If the love you think you felt goes away quickly, then what you felt was never love to begin with."
- Henry Mac

I am not against love instead I believe love is the most wonderful thing to happen and if you have your soul mate with you than you don't bother about the world and that indeed leads to a successful life because you are happy inside.Life is simple but it is us who complicate it by weaving our thoughts and thoughts reflect our personality.Love who you are and love with whom you are, you will find life beautiful and meaningful.

                                                                   image courtesy-Google

Certainly true love happens one time in life if it happens over and over again than it would not be love.

“True love never dies for it is lust that fades away. Love bonds for a lifetime but lust just pushes away.”

-Alicia Barnhart

These were my words on the topic and I would like to hear others honest opinion about it whether against or in favor of it.

It seems to be people have become drowsy from the overdose of love so for that read this quote and believe me it works.....
“Love yourself, for if you don't, how can you expect anybody else to love you?”


On that note wish you all a very Happy Valentine day.Make yourself feel special and make it special for those whom you love.

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 I am writing FOR the topic of debate-Is Falling In Love Once-A-Lifetime thing?

My Quotes On The Famous Quotes

1] Famous Quote-   "You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams."

Dr. Seuss

My Quote-   When you are dreaming without sleeping then who wants to sleep

2]Famous Quote-   "Never tell a young person that anything cannot be done. God may have been waiting centuries for someone ignorant enough of the impossible to do that very thing."
M. Trevelyan

My Quote-  I hate word impossible and doubt their capabilities who use it.

3] Famous Quote-  "Seek out that particular mental attribute which makes you feel most deeply and vitally alive, along with which comes the inner voice which says, 'This is the real me,' and when you have found that attitude, follow it."

James Adams

My Quote-   If you know yourself ; believe in yourself then it becomes your attitude.Wear that attitude because it decides who you are.

4]Famous quote-  "Let your hopes, not your hurts, shape your future."

Robert Schuller

My Quote-  Inhale positivity and exhale negativity and let the fresh air of hope in to help you grow in the right direction.  

5]Famous quote-  "I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out."

Roy Croft

My Quote-  I feel its all about ''me'' in the above famous quote.I believe; I love you without reason,I love you what you are and if you love me then accept me the way I am.

waiting

This place have been the ducky meeting spot, though looks like a haunted place, for Amy and Sam; they used to spend times together their for hours.Their was romance in the air and waves were  singing love songs.Everything was so perfect ....Amy gave her creative touches to this house and she used to stayed their long hours for waiting for her beloved , in fact she used to love waiting as she always had reached that place hours before the meeting time.She used to put flowers in the flower vase, clean up and decorating that place ,spraying room freshner to freshen up the ambiance. She was one of her own kind. She used to greet her lover with a warm hug and talking for hours.....eating in candle light [as their was no power] than dancing together.

Life was like a fairy tale to her.One day Sam told Amy that he has some urgent work and need to go out for five days.Amy was disheartened by the thought that how could she live without him for five days,Amy was forcing him to stay or to take her with him. He denied because of urgency to go.She cried a lot tried to stop him but all in vain he left her waiting in their favorite place.

She waited for him and every second was like years for her.She loved him from core of her heart.She never realized someone was following her.When she went to her favorite place, she realized someone is following her but when she turned back she could not see anything.She was scared but started moving fast towards that place.
This time she heard footsteps but once she turned nothing was there.She was scared to death and started running towards that place, finally she reached there and took a deep breath.She started writing what she was feeling for her lover.

Then some force stopped her from writing and stabbed knife on her back and quickly went away.Now she wasn't scared but she wanted to write something for her lover

''waiting for you 
leaving me betrayed
wanted to live more
to wait for you


you owe me
people bowed me
force me
taught me new lessons of life


they said to forget you
to throw you away
from my thought
indeed,I waited for you


you promised to come back 
i told you not to go
you left me on my fate


a knife entered my back
i could not see that face
but i know it was you


my hands are shaking
my breath is breathing 
i will come back


i will back 
to look into your eyes 
to ask you the reason
for taking my life.''




Sam was scared to be caught by the police and went to that place in the middle of night to destroy all the proof and her dead body too.He started laughing when found a blood soaked letter and said Amy you were such a fool but I enjoyed your company.You were asking too much from me....commitment.But when he entered that place where he killed her, he couldn't see her dead body instead a girl was sitting with her face covered and sparkling red eyes.Those eyes were very innocent when alive but this time instead of tears blood was dripping through her eyes.She was silently looking into his eyes for answers.


But she never needed his answer though, he was not worth giving a chance .She came with the speed of light and hugged him so tightly that he could not breathe. She hugged him to death and still she is waiting inside and sometimes peep out of her favorite place ...........to hug or to tell her story.









Warning-enter at your own risk


disclaimer-this story is just a trigger to mystery in imagination and a piece of fiction.


"This post is written for BLOGESHWAR (link to the facebook page) and Anubhooti (link to anubhooti.com)

Someone you love

Someone you love....




When you think about someone,
when someone dares to come in your dream.
Its love.


When someone pamper you the most;
aches your heart,
wipe off your tears.
Its love.


When you can feel someone's presence;
even in absence.
Its love


When someone perceive your silence; 
more than your words.
its love


when you smile without a reason
glare the horizon
Its love.


when someone look into your eyes;
take your breath.
its love.


When someone search you everywhere;
even when chances are rare.
Its love.


Waiting for someone you love;
moments becomes hours and days becomes years.
Its love.


When holding  pen to write something;
end-up writing about someone .
its love.

Took My Breath Away

"This post is written for BLOGESHWAR (link to the facebook page) and Anubhooti (link to anubhooti.com)


This post have been barracked by movie'' Jab We  Met '' specially that scene when train was about to left and I can't forget words by kareena kapoor in Jab We Met when she managed to crusade the train with Shahid Kapoor that'' accha hua ki meri train nahi miss hui ,pichale kai dino se mujhe sapne aa rahe hai ki meri train miss ho gayi hai ''and then she smiled on conquering her biggest fears as she finally managed to be in train.Again she mentioned when she fell in love with Shahid Kapoor but  her ex-lover for whom she left her home proposed her and apologized for his mistake ,at the same time again she felt that she will miss the train again.

Why again and again I mentioned train here now I hereby would like to elaborate ''fear of losing  someone you love is like loosing train''and it is a breath taking moment  as if you would miss this train you will never reach your destination.

When you start feeling little something for someone and if you see that person right in front of you suddenly you feel this world have stopped for a moment .........everything is still so is the breath,its an amazing feeling ;failing newton's law of gravitational pull as you are not pulled by gravity but by someone else.When you fall in love,you start flying in the air,suddenly you start loving your boring surrounding,you feel like floating in the middle of something.When you get an opportunity to see that person your heart start palpitating,short of breath,amnesic and sometime suffer from insomnia .......excuse me I am not talking about any disease but this is love .Love shows such symptoms but only his/her lover can treat him/her.Love is like a cool breeze on face and felt with eyes closed .I don't know exactly what is the correlation of rain with love but rain sounds romantic.Falling in love sounds great.... isn't it?

But imagine if somehow you realize that your love is one sided and find the person whom you loved (for whom you were floating in the air against  gravitational theory of Newton )with someone else in love, you suddenly pulled by gravity and you confront yourself on the floor.I know, that one is heart breaking and smashed  all your dream in a while.But life is a bed of roses with thorns in it.I know reading it is taking your breath away ...its sad here but it is like this way only.Here are some lines from broken heart.......

Took my breath away....
When I saw you that day,
but you never say;
that you are on your way.

Took my breath away.....
You are one in crowd;
but words I never found,
that feeling couldn't sound.

Took my breath away.....
Dealing with heart break,
so bad it ache;
You moved away;
and you took my breath away....


This post is fictional and purely inspired my movies that took my breath away.